So we sat down on our usual Thursday - tired - maccas
Except today was different, my friend had just recently broke up with his 2 years long girlfriend.
Talk was a little more on the serious topic I guess.
"Would you ever get bored after everything?"
No.
I said without hesitation. I wonder why that's the case... I'm not too sure myself, but at that moment, I was sure. It makes me wonder, but what made me think more was your 'advice'.
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Your attachment is a bad thing.
It can be good too? But I guess it would hurt more...
Nah, it's bad. You should keep your options open, what if you fail and just hurt yourself?
I was speechless, I didn't want to hear those things, I didn't know what to say. All I could think about was you. He wants to intro others to me, but I reject him. I didn't want any of that. I only see you.
I tell myself, It'll be okay, we'll see.
I lied to myself, because I'm scared. I'm afraid. I'm so set that I'm practically blind. Because I only see you, I am scared. Will it really be okay? I shall see.
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Let these roots flourish into something beautiful,
not to be trampled on, forgotten, and left behind.
