Do you ever have one of those nights where your feelings are just askdjhfkhohaasdkj ?
Like they're all over the place, and you just want to look for something that could calm it down.
Maybe movie? Music? Who knows...
Sometimes though, when I feel like letting things out, I blog and rant I suppose. In a way, it helps me settle down a little. I guess my blog is pretty much like a listener, who's always there for me to rant out any problems or feelings I have boiled inside. It's pretty sad if you think about it, cause you usually have friends for that, but I guess in a way, your blog doesn't judge you and you wouldn't have to worry about being too annoying and repetitive.
But yeah, I guess i'm having one of those nights where things seem to be heading in so many different directions.
Oh yeah, and today, youtube randomly took me to highschool musical songs. Omgosh, the feels :')
Many good sad happy songs hehe
Sometimes, it's as though time stops when you're listening to music that hits you right in the feels.
Why... Why can't things just be happy... Why can't I keep it like that...
And just like that, I ruined the trust and comfort...
I always screw up... I'm really a baka...
