When things become tough, I feel pretty hopeless when it comes to you. You're stressed out and slowly falling apart, and it hurts me seeing you that way. It sucks because I feel like you don't fully let me in or open up to me about your problems and all the things you're having to deal with or balance. Maybe it's the fact that you don't think i'll be of any help... maybe you're right. But at the same time, it's only placing a gap between us I feel.
There's so much you have to balance in you're life that its almost ripping you apart, I feel like I am one of that part. There's too much going on for you right now that you're struggling to balance having me around. To incorporate me in your life. And it kinda sucks, it really does. I want to see you more. I want to hang out and have fun with you more. To do things together. To be happy. But I don't want to voice myself in these tough times, because I will only cause you more stress, and thats the last thing I want to do. So I leave you alone. And I see us drift apart a bit further and further because of how busy you are and how much you're struggling. And i can't help you, so all i can do is relieve you of one factor in your life, and that's me.
I'm honestly so confused and just feel lost and not know what to do. We're good but we're not. Would it be a lift off your chest if I wasn't in the picture? I don't even know... There's too many things going through my head. I just want you to be happy, and I can't help you be that in any way. :(
