Said what I wanted to say and I hope you took it to heart cause I mean it.
I know it could spiral sometimes downwards, but realistically, it's coming down to a pessimistic mindset of looking at the worser things than the brighter side. I just hope you would be able to find happiness and not dwell on any non-existing sadness.
In regards to the other matter, it just can't be helped. I chose you, and I guess this is the path I have to take. Even if we don't match in that regards, I guess I am a very patient guy, and will always compromise. It's not worth fighting over or for any shed tears. It's a want, not really a need. It sucks, but it isn't a priority, you're worth way more.