Its kind of happened again and now I'm really thinking about it.
I mean... What if it happens again and you enter the stage where you want another break or it gets too much again all in one go??? What am I to do? It's been perfect because I haven't been that way and try my best not to, but there's no saying that it won't happen in the future EVER.
What will happen? Will the past be repeated?
The thought of a possibility lurking is kind of scary... Could it all just end suddenly, like last time? Next time, I don't think I'll have the strength to really break through. I hope it'll never come to that though.

But then again, no point looking at the bad possibilities when I should be looking at the amazing reality so far. I have no regrets and am fortunate. <3 :="" nbsp="" p="">