It's a curse to fall for someone so deeply. It overwhelms them and eventually just ends up devouring you. I wish I wasn't cursed. Wish I can just not care about certain things and not have it affect me so.
Well it's all done now.
Time for a phase of sadness and despair
Hurting yourself, is my form of repair
I shouldn't cause I know it's dumb
But everything just feels numb.