I get very attached and I can't help it. It's true, I like you very much. When it happens, my happiness begins to revolve around you. It's stupid I know, but that's me and I can't change how I feel.
It's that feeling again, and it aches a lot, every night. I look at it now and I know you're gonna kill me for it. But it's these moments I'd like to mark, these memories I bring along with me, as a part of my life. Because it was all real, my feelings were true. It helped ease the pain. I do not regret.

You say we should get some space cause I'm getting upset, then why does it ache and hurt more the further this space gets. Why's it not working? Cause it is closer, that is more comforting.
You don't understand how happy I was when you asked me if we were seeing each other today. The moment you said you wanted to see me, made my day. I smiled.