Sashiburi
It's been a long long time since I've had these feelings. These feelings, pulling me in deeper and deeper, stirring my emotions and not letting me rest. I feel like I'm being engulfed, but it's nothing new. I don't know whether or not to like this feeling but I know one thing for sure. That I will not waver, and that these feelings are true. It points and leads me directly to you.
It's like a storm of uncertainty and confusion I suppose. And I will see one of 2 things after this storm. The calm that follows after, with the warm embrace of the sun. Or the sigh of destruction, the aftermath of the storm. Either way, at least I'm prepared. But I cannot deny that I'm not scared. I say I'm an optimist, but that's not all true. I've been rejected before, and next could be you.
I like to think that these strong attachments of mine will one day lead to the happiest future. But I guess a bad side to it, can lead to great pain. Haha, It can't be helped I guess.
The best advice, keep smiling and living my own life.
For a tree is already strong alone. :)
