I don't think i've ever felt this way from an exam mark before. Usually, i wouldn't care, because i'm pretty chilled with everything and laid back. But when i found out the mark i got compared to everyone else, i literally died a little inside. It wasn't sadness, or disappointment. I was angry. I was pissed off at myself. I could literally feel my blood boil. It was like burning on the inside, and felt like punching a wall. :(
Oh well, it isn't as bad, since i don't have any direction for my life so far. I really need to figure it out, but nothing seems to interest me. Life can be so boring. Thank the lord for friends :)