I know im meant to forget and stop worrying
but that is just me
and it is very hard to change that
i try my best to change for your sake to be happy
i mean its alrite if you spend time with other guys right?
maybe im just over reacting
jealousy hits me hard :/
and i dont like that about me,
its ruining our relationship
and i love you, and just want u to be happy
so please, just tell me all ur sad thoughts and
what you dont like,
ill always try my best to change for you

You say you just want me to be happy
but that is just me being selfish and wanting to be happy
me being happy would make you sad.
would it not be better if we were both happy and decide
on something together that would make us both happy?
Like you said, if im happy ur happy
if ur happy im happy
so theres no point having 1 happy and 1 sad
because that will just lead to sadness
reminds me of math
negative and positive = negative
and the only way to have a result of positive
is to have both positive.

All the happy memories we have had together,
and everything we've faced together
is what keeps us moving
I believe our love is strong :)
and that nothing can come between us
so i should stop worrying aye?
I love you very much <3
and i hope i can bring happiness
into your life :')